Knowing i am way behind time, i did some adjustment to my lifestyle. little did i realized, i had been home for consecutively twenty days or more ? literally had my eyes fixed onto the screen roughly for 15 hours a day.I know right , I'm so lifeless and I feel like a suffocated bird that always traps inside the cage. Did i mention I gains like 5kg during these semester break due to lacking of exercise ? Everyday I dream, I daze about how my life can be better if i am lighter. i wish, i pray that i could carry out my diet when the sun rise again. for my life, the most hardworking time i had was spend time in thinking how to slim down and eat lesser, avoid events that make me gobble sinful foods. no matter how much i think, it is only working out in my brain not my body . The food were simply so tasty and how could I resist the temptation not to eat? Wonder how am I going to get rid all the fats that are accumulating on my tummy and every part of my body. OMG , I'm feeling so hopeless already , boredom & day dreaming is killing me .
I'm missing you so badly ♥