Yes life is never smooth sailing and I believe every time we fall we pick ourselves up and learn from our mistakes. I may looked like i am moving and have gone so far, but i guess, mentally i was still standing at the same spot. Since those plans that I desire doesn't work this time, I 'm not sure myself if I still have the courage to work on my next plan .If anyone of you knows me well enough ,you guys should know what the things I'm typing here is all about . I have been feeling the pain of failure. I wonder if I was also making the right choice .I'm truthful towards what I want to attain , Although it cost me a very big sum of money , but i've gains alot of expriences and learn from my mistakes there .Sometimes I am naive, to even think that it's might works when it is not going to help at all. Did I mention I used to believe in constant trying too? but now , I'm not even sure myself does constant trying even lead me to success , I guess this is life. Everything has happened, and I know things happen for a reason. I wonder should I feel regret or should I not ?
believe in constant trying ?
Sunday, August 30, 2009
MIDNIGHT TRIP
Thursday, August 27, 2009
It's just nice though, to spend time with darling just me and him together without interruption ! especially during midnight , since my bed time messed up & my cravings only comes at midnight ,usually when that time I would just gobble down whatever food I can find . So I randomly requested darling to bring me to Genting Highland to have my supper around 12am , suprisingly he is fine with it. Seriously this only happen once in a blue moon and I guess he himself know the reasons why he must bring me there or else something bad might happen .
The weather there was super duper cold and I was shivering crazily that time , most of the shops there were all closed , had our supper and walk around for hours before we head back to home. The whole journey was truly an enjoyable trip eventhough it's only few hours.
The weather there was super duper cold and I was shivering crazily that time , most of the shops there were all closed , had our supper and walk around for hours before we head back to home. The whole journey was truly an enjoyable trip eventhough it's only few hours.
The only pic for today due to the freaking cold weather
this is only for you my idiot darling ♥
Excited yet scared
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Time flies and it really does. Soon i'll steps into campus's life ,approximately around 5odd day. Come to think about it, I'm actually both excited and scared . Excited about my future career and life, whether can I earn enough to support myself , my living expenses . Scared that I will not make it through all those obstacle that I'm going to face soon . On a brighter side, it seems like magic that Kary is going to be my classmate , this is certainly the best news I've heard from her throughout these few months ♥
Things haven't been going right for me, it never seem to get better .
Sometimes I really do wonder if I'm doing the right thing
Thank god It's not positive
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Don't ask me why I created a new blog because there's tons of reasons behind it , lets just take it as a new beginning of everything that's going to happen around me and sometimes I just don't seem to find the inspiration and will of blogging . Maybe I think I had kind of lost touch to the world outside. Not reading news, not knowing whats going on around me . In other words, I am like living in my own world and keeping all these thoughts to myself instead of revealing it . I have no idea what's major out there except of the Swine Flu which is geting everyone beside the Americans nervous. What an irony ! quite disappointed at the fact that I 'm not seeing any precaution is being taken here and most of them are totally cool about this virus & not taking it seriously , which is why malaysia has few hundred of cases being reported everyday I guess? I was one of ' them ' & now I have to face the concequences . I hate how my body is always going against me ; especially when there's some important is coming soon . Fever/ Flu / Sorethroat / Headache ! These are the Symptoms of swine flu but already went to the clinic and tested yesterday . Thank god it's not positive . These few days has been a real stuggle and dreadful for me as I'm dealing with illness . I spend my whole day Sleeping like there's no tomorrow ! and I'm still feeling atrociously bad that I would just collapse any minute after I had my medicine and it definately doesn't taste good , awful taste . In addition the pain of body aching is killing me ,tossed and turned the whole night , couldnt sleep well . Anyway , gonna try to get some sleep now before fever damage my brain .
hangout session
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Went to checkout Inti college with Kary and had our lunch in SS2 Mcdonald , spent some time chit chat there before we headed to Midvalley for our some hang out session .
