Time has come again. Really, how stupid this might sound , or how cliche it might be, time really flies and will never stop for anyone . I've turned 18 this year, my life took a big turn. Wonder how's my life gonna be few years down the road , this time of the year really makes people joyful, sorrow and stuff like that. But it really makes me think about alot of stuff. I'm not saying that I'm not enjoying this festive holidays. Its just that it makes me ponder about alot of stuff. Apart from that I'm going to have dinner with bii's family on that day , felt pretty nervous and I'm 101% sure myself that I wont be in my usual standard ,although it's not the first time but at the same time, I know i must stay calm .