♥ J E S S I C A

Don't ask me why I created a new blog because there's tons of reasons behind it , lets just take it as a new beginning of everything that's going to happen around me and sometimes I just don't seem to find the inspiration and will of blogging . Maybe I think I had kind of lost touch to the world outside. Not reading news, not knowing whats going on around me . In other words, I am like living in my own world and keeping all these thoughts to myself instead of revealing it . I have no idea what's major out there except of the Swine Flu which is geting everyone beside the Americans nervous. What an irony ! quite disappointed at the fact that I 'm not seeing any precaution is being taken here and most of them are totally cool about this virus & not taking it seriously , which is why malaysia has few hundred of cases being reported everyday I guess? I was one of ' them ' & now I have to face the concequences . I hate how my body is always going against me ; especially when there's some important is coming soon . Fever/ Flu / Sorethroat / Headache ! These are the Symptoms of swine flu but already went to the clinic and tested yesterday . Thank god it's not positive . These few days has been a real stuggle and dreadful for me as I'm dealing with illness . I spend my whole day Sleeping like there's no tomorrow ! and I'm still feeling atrociously bad that I would just collapse any minute after I had my medicine and it definately doesn't taste good , awful taste . In addition the pain of body aching is killing me ,tossed and turned the whole night , couldnt sleep well . Anyway , gonna try to get some sleep now before fever damage my brain .