Jessica is LOVE

Terengganu ( Kemaman )

2011-05-01T02:21:00.000-07:00

2DAYS1NIGHT TRIP TO TERENGGANU :)

It was a unplanned trip a very rush and last minute one too , Zhen lek will bring me and bii go back to his hometown which is Kemaman , somewhere in Terengganu that's near cherating . Supposingly start our journey at 7am but i used 1 hour and 30minute to pack !! I packed on the very last minute that is why it took me so long .. Picked up Zhen Lek around 8.45am and then off we go to terengganu :) I basically slept thourghout the whole journey ( like a pig ) LOL ! Reach there around 12.30pm and stopby at Kedai Kopi Tin Kam Leng to have out lunch . According to Zhen Lek it's a famous noodle there ! I'm shock with the price only RM1.50 for a bowl of noodle ? Seriously cheap , I don't think i can even find that in Kuala Lumpur . FYI, I don't really like yellow noodle , so i got no comment :)

This Kedai Kopi Tin Kam Leng is at that blue building , kindda hard to find or people who don't know this place well

Old place isn't it ?

RM1.50 noodle :)

FISSSSHHH ! * i don't like fish too * so no comment :)

After finish our lunch is time for us to find hotels ! Because it's a last minute trip so i couldn't manage to book though online . Its so troublesome !! Guess what ? all the hotels there are fully booked , including hotels in Cherating .What the hell ! the only room that was available is at Cherating ''The Legend Hotel'' which cost RM700 a room per night .Our budget for hotel is around RM300 and I rather spend that on my next trip if it's RM700 =.= so forget about hotels , we find motel instead . we headed to Homestay which is the best among other motel to check if there's room left but ended up '' fully booked '' too =.= Gosh , I admit I was quite fed up that time after asking 10hotels and feels like going home . Bii never give up on finding and found a motel name ''hotel '' there :) cost about RM88 a night ? That place was hmmms ...acceptable but the bed was horrible ! Hehs , i whine a lot right ? sorry , please forgive me :(

Check in to that motel and straight away camwhore with bii ♥

After Cam whoring with me he took 1hour nap before going out to next destination later :) After that , it's TEA TIME ! Zhen Lek bring us to this street where they sell lots of satar , otak -otak , paris ikan , laksam ! I only know what's otak otak , other then that i don't know what it is . so i'm actually quite excited to eat them .. * evil laugh * You guys should totally come here ( WARUNG AWIE ) , the satar is the best compare to other places that sells satar ..

This is how Laksam looks like :D

Otak Otak

SATAR !! FDelicious

Cendol

Oh myyy ! this is super delicious cannot stop eating this

Pais ikan is soso ...

Sotong looks good but not very nice =/

Our table :D

Went to a beach that's 20 minute away from this place for a walk :) I didn't expect the seawater to be so clear and the sand was actually very very soft and it feels so good when we step on it , stones there are not those rough surface that will hurt you when you step on it ..!

The water very clear isn't it?

After enjoying the scenery at beach is time for Dinner :D had our dinner at the ''TONG JUAN ''. Food there doesn't taste as good as last time . so it was ok only , the stuff crab used to taste so much delicious then now .

SOTONG SOTONG ♥

After dinner ZhenLek called the local person to tell him to inform us if there's sea turtle :D BUT BUT BUT sadly there's no calls return :( no luck , oh well ...yumcha at another cafe & after that dota !

MIA TEST :(

2011-04-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

Management In Action 's test today , I swear I did it awfully . Why ? I didn't even study , not even last minute study ! hehs.. was busy watching ''Only You '' when i wanted to go through my notes . I ended up going in the room where the test was held with empty knowledge of it . I was dreaming and looking out the window while the test was in progress . The sky was so cloudy and it began to rain so heavily that my eyelid felt so heavy out of a sudden , so i faster finish up my paper , writing things that is not relevant and so on . After the test which is around 6pm , I have to wait my driver to fetch me around 7pm ! gawd , do i really have to wait for a hour ? Noway i would stand like a dummy and wait for someone to fetch me & since my friends is going Sunway pyramid therefore I follow them along while waiting for my driver. Chill there for awhile before dinner somewhere nearby my house which is '' D.U Cafe '' . Watched ''LIMITLESS'' that movie was great :) Love it .

STUPID CAR

2011-04-19T01:06:00.000-07:00

I seriously going crazy , like a mad women in exact when someone bring up a topic of my car , I hate my car to the max . I wonder what is wrong , so many problems pop-ing out eventhough after it's being fix . Bigesst problem which would happen EVERYTIME , EVERYDAY when i'm gonna start my car is :

1. Gear faulty
2. Depollution system failure

You guys might think these 2 problems would mean nothing but it cause a great impact on my daily life ! BUT sometimes i'm quite happy it's spoiled because i can drive one of my dad's car ! ( happy die me ) Did i mention i've been driving his car for few days already ? * pray hard my car need to fix for a longer period of time * I would be more happy if he willing to change a new car for me Scirocco 210PS or MINI S Countryman. So far only these two cars that I think he would have no problem with the price and all . As people whom know me well knows that I personally prefer 4 while drive , usually small cars makes me feel insecure but BMW x6 / Cayenne S are impossible for my dad to buy for me as my age and so on are not suitable to drive these kind of luxury cars, but honestly if i my dad willing to buy even a 2nd hand of either one of the 4 wheel car i listed , I don't mind driving it :D

Rating : 7.8/10

Just manage to watched this movie today , I know it's kindda late already as the movie was on the cinema for quite a while , this movie is really nice to watch ! kindda boring in the beginning but real hilarious in the middle and ending part of it , even though this movie is predictable but still a good comedy / romance movie :)

Cheerup my lovely cousin

2011-04-15T12:15:00.000-07:00

Grandma called me to fetch her to Sunway Pyramid for my cousin 's bowling competition and was supposingly meet up with Ivan since he's going there too , but i'm too shy to do so for some reasons i guess you guys knows what is it that i'm facing . Disappointed him again as usual ! Anyways , reached there around 4pm in the afternoon , heavy rain that time . Just in time for my cousin's bowling competition , he end up losing but i'm sure he did his best as i can see he tried very hard his average score was 180-200 . Me grandma and shuwei waited for about 3hours until the competition end . I'm exhausted when i reached home as i have to fetch them back to their home and the congested traffic is giving me a headache , been stuck in the traffic for 1hour plus every time I go somewhere , wasted about 2hours of my time when i finish fetching my cousin and grandma home . Sorry about my whinning . HAHAHAHAH ! just hate being stuck in the traffic . I'll whine non stop whenever this happen .

Magazines ♥

2011-04-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

Went 1u to have out dinner at Vietnamese Kitchen , very disappointed on the food there ! i remembered it taste so good 3-4 years back before their menu changed and all. Lemongrass chicken chop at AsiaCafe taste way better then there & their famous beef noodle soup surprisingly taste like ipoh hoo fun ? yeah , weird right ? Pass by Mynews.com and my magazine spree was on , spend about RM40 on magazines today . Usually i'll be eying on travel magazines but sadly there isn't any travel magazine there attractive my attention , it's good news too if not i'm afraid i'll have to extra pay RM50-60 and my bill will usually end up RM100+ for magazines. Hehs !
Will be going to mcdonald to discuss our assignments later , got so much assignments have to be done in limited time that is given , not to forget about test . HECTIC !!!!

PINK DAY

2011-04-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

It's pink day today ! so me amanda ,cindy, yc and wenwen went baskin robin to have our ice cream after MIA class . I was so happy right after class ends , why ? because i don't like that teacher and after for months i finally have the mood to crave for icecream . Uhmm.. whatelse ? Yea , hong lok pasar malam :) it was so packed , have to squeeze here and there while we walk .

Lancome is new LOVE

2011-04-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

Had my breakfast at Sun Yin Loong , Sunway Damansara which is like 3-5minutes away from my house , there's this Spaghetti there , more to asia version of spaghetti aglio olio taste , price are affordable here , most of their food here are decent . Give a try to their Nescafe / Cham and teh tarik taste very different ( in a good way ) . This place is always my all time favorite for breakfast. Never fail to made my day ! * Will snap their spaghetti's photo next time * too busy eating forget about photos ! After that bounce to Pavilion parkson with my sister see if they sell MAQUI BLANC MIRACLE ( liquid version ) SPF26 which gives perfect aura to skins . Since Amanda help me ask whether this is available in Sunway outlet last week but apparently they say this will be in Malaysia in 2 weeks time . I CANNOT WAIT TO GET THIS , THEREFORE I GIVE A TRY SEE IF I CAN FIND THIS! DID I MENTION BOBBI BROWN IS NOW MY EX ? LOLS ..LANCOME FTW !

WA -LA , I found it :D happy die me . Bought only Maqui Blanc Miracle Liquid , will get the Maqui Miracle Compact next week . Girls whom has oily skin like me , should give this product a try, it will not only brighten and glows your skin but also gives light and airy sensation on the skin. Besides that it has a higher UV protection value of SPF 35/PA+++ for the compact and SPF26/PA++ for the liquid . Best to apply the liquid before compact ones for better result . Maqui Blanc Miracle has a colour-fade resistant formula that lasts 12 hours, thanks to its hydrophobic and lipophobic ingredients. Simply put, these ingredients resist water and oil / sweat and sebum so the foundation will not oxidise or change colour easily. Maqui Miracle also contains a patented hybrid bowl filler that helps to absorb sebum, providing oil-control and a mineral-based formula that is not only suitable for sensitive skin, it also improves the clarity of skin.Girls what are you waiting for ? You guys should totally see the differences of before and after apply that liquid foundation , will show you guys next week :) and got few samples of BB Base SPF50 PA+++ sunblock from the consultant for a try .

Went to my favorite shop ' RALPH LAUREN ' see if there's any new stocks , but this time is not for me :) for my little newborn sis that's 8 months old . Bought a set for her , gossshh ! it's f cute , I swear i gonna put them on my kids in future . Burberry , moschino , gucci and lots more . My eyes went so big , but i still ended up buying things from ralph lauren .

Owh , !!! because of the rush to dinner with grandma and parents , I'm out of time to get this JUMBO PHOTO FINISH FOUNDATION PRIMER from smashbox , a legendary classic primer, packed with vitamins A and E, grape seed extract and green tea, the silky formula minimizes lines for a velvety-smooth complexion. Wear alone or with foundation to increase wear. Apply after moisturizer and before foundation for best results. Or simply wear alone and still get the skin-nourishing benefits for a flawless complexion. It covers up pores too ! hahs, need to get this due to my previous pimples scars & the pores .

Dinner at habour steamboat at kuchai lama , the soup there is delicious and cost like RM20 just for the soup ! usually if you're going there , best is to reserve your seat because the queue there are insanely long . you need to wait at least 30minutes or maybe more ?

Maqui Blanc Miracle Liquid & compact * my photos are kindda blur so hope you guys don't mind if i get this photo from website *

My what to buy list for next week * this is definitely a must*

Jia Qi 's new shirt :D

Noob Jia Qi *loves*

POPO & Jia qi

Daddy Mummy eating

this is the RM20 soup LOL !

SLEEPING IS HEAVEN TO ME

2011-04-09T05:58:00.000-07:00

I basically sleeps like there's no tomorrow today . Gosh ! sleeping is just my life's greatest pleasure and feeling completely refresh the following morning simply smooths my nerves and temper down , if not i'll be in extreme irritable situation that i would throw my temper on anyone that's on my way . Scary isn't ? Sounds very unreasonable but no one would understand the feeling of insomnia that i'm facing , had it since few years back.

Sometimes my eyelid are so heavy that i thought i could go to bed early but when i lay on my bed i couldn't go to sleep even with my eyes closing for 1-2hours ! Shitty. Hate it so much especially there's class test the following day or something important that is relevant to the finals , i just couldn't stay in focus in class and i tend to wander my thoughts . So yeah ! gonna tried real hard to sleep again .

Yesterday , after that justing bieber movie , went dota with the gang in Autosurf till 5am in the morning ? and had our breakfast before we go back and meet them in ''lala land '' .Geeeez !

Rating : 7.5/10

What I didn’t realize was how hard he worked before his dream was thrust upon him. He really put lots of effort in his career and indeed super talented eversince he's aged of 3 ? I'm impress he got headlined and sold out the fabled Madison Square Garden at the tender age of 16 & his persistence of never letting his fans down when he's sick ( something wrong with the throat ) he still insist to go on stage to perform .

Hope you guys like it ♥

2011-04-08T01:51:00.000-07:00

Boredom is the word to describe for today . Nothing much happen , gonna watch justin bieber '' NEVER SAY NEVER'' movie later . Don't get me wrong i'm never a fans of bieber , i don't hate him but i do think that he is talented . I don't understand why would people hate him ? Because of jealousy that he doesn't deserves that much attention one way or another or his act / hair / voice ? Anyways , I've added up 2 new songs to mixpod :)
Hope you guys like it !

1.Elliot smith - Say yes
2.Lucy Schwartz -Turn Back Around

Being FFK

2011-04-07T01:06:00.000-07:00

I swear that i was shivering from top to toe when i was debating today. How i wish that it wasn't today but i couldn't escape from this forever . so i guess it's best to face it and finish this earlier then later .It's so embarrassing that my nervousness lead to all those blushing and so on ! I did really badly , it's my first time so it should be forgiven ? Anyways . Amanda was suppose to watch movie with us but she FFK with the reasons of '' 11pm movie is really late and she couldn't go out '' but she's going mist club tomorrow and most probably come back around 3-4am ? ( now , that is early ) LOL ! now i know why she thinks 11pm is late . If there's next time i must go her house and kidnap her =D good idea right amanda wong ?

Rating : 8/10

This movie '' Ghost Must Be Crazy '' and it has two different stories entitled "The Day Off" and "The Ghost Bride". Both of these stories are super funny ! especially '' the ghost bride'' they have all the newest trend in hell , I-pad = I-one ! this movie is worth the catch .

Rainy day

2011-04-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

Love this picture eventhough i look blur , snap this when i wasn't prepare yet

Atrociously tired this morning when i was awake , not in a good mood to go to class but because of the debate thingy i got no choice but to attend . Teacher is very smart (Y) she actually pick randomly group by group , not telling us when is the exact date for each group to debate. By doing this , she can make sure everyone attend to class ! smart isn't ? I thought our group was chosen one today , but i guess i'll just have to wait till thursday . Today debate is interesting , really impress with their defense skill and they way they speak out their points, like totally caught my attention . Opposition and Proposition are both good ! It's so hard to decide when the chairman ask for votes from classmates . After class ends , went AsiaCafe for lunch with edmond , yc and cindy while others are having law class which i never took on this semester . Heard that teacher is giving them a resit test , due to the disatisfication of their result i guess ? When i was about to reach home , thunder lighting keep on striking . These is the time when i feel x10 sleepy , only had few hours of sleep yesterday because of DOTA ! crazily addicted to it and when i reach home sit in front of my desktop , all the sleepiness i had is gone . Weird huh ? After 1-2hours of online , i decided to camwhore ! FUN FUN FUN . Haven't been camwhoring since last few months .
Here comes the pictures ( took about 40+pictures but i'll only upload some )

Gosh , did i mention my forehead is full of pimples ? Thanks to all the assignment and stress last week that has cause me

Yeah ! With and without showing my bunny tooth

Don't as me why i smile like that bec i born with droopy mouth therefore i can't smile like how you all did , i only can smile this way =(

MONDAY

2011-04-04T06:29:00.000-07:00

Alright , supposingly there's 8 hours of class today but i've skipped 6 hours class and spend it on sleeping / hang out with friends and so on , which means i only attend 2hours of class for operation management test. I'm getting lazy right ? i just hope i can cope well with my finals that is zooming by in approximately 1 month time . After OM test we bounce to Salmon steak with my love / darlings Amanda , Cindy & YC to have Amanda's lunch , since me cindy and yc had our lunch before the exam starts . We spend about 1hour-2hour on chit chatting and catching up with each others and then off we go . First thing comes in my mind when i reach home is to bring Elmo for walk , follow by gym and sleep ! But i only manage to bring Elmo for walk , no time for gym bec my lil sis just came back from grandma house . Which is why i have to stay home . Geeeeez .. she keep on crying and crying non stop, annoying yet cute ! (her eyes remind of me when i was little) BTW , i'm super nervous for the english debate tomorrow , the title is '' should dress code be implemented in college ''

( Elmo is exhausted after a long walk )

Hello again

2011-04-03T23:49:00.000-07:00

Don't mind my eye bags :(

It's been so long since i blog , gonna put more effort in daily update from now onward , is that consider a good news? Anyways , woke up 6am this morning . Shocking isn't ? Don't mistaken that i'm trying to have a healthy lifestyle , my lifestyle was never healthy due to insomnia & stress that I've to deal with few days ago which is now OVER ! at least next week is not going to be as stress as last week . Basically , i was awaken by nightmare today , horrible one ! which i do not wish to reveal it out here because it's definitely something that i don't want remember . What i hated most is i overslept this afternoon and missed that SASA promotion sales !!! Got so much things to buy . OK , below are the following places i went & do :

6am - 7am - i am laying on my bed wandering around my room

7am-8am - decided to go morning market & find my grandparents for breakfast

8am-9am - chit chatting

9am-2pm - grandparent's house

2-3pm - lunch at JOJO with cindy & yc

3pm-9pm - sleep ( best part of today )

Around 1am just now only know that i got Operation Management exam tomorrow . 6 chapter will be tested tomorrow from 2pm-4pm . GOSH ! i feel like dying , won't bother studying that subject . I need to treat myself spa , massage and vacation !

p/s: I'm sorry for ffk-ing , i felt super guilty over what I've did and also what has cause you. I RUINED YOUR DAY :( Hope you'll understand why i did not reply everynight . Your health & beauty sleep is important !

BIGBANG & 2NE1 CONFIRMED COMING MALAYSIA ♥

2011-04-02T12:40:00.000-07:00

According to sources, Big Bang and 2NE1 have finalized to come to Malaysia on June 4th where the 5 member group Big Bang and 4 member group 2NE1 will also collaborate to hold a large-scale fan meeting at Bukit Jalil Putra Stadium.

Now that Redstar who is hosting Big Bang and 2NE1′s fan meeting has announced the performing venue and date except for the ticket price, it is not known if there will be any last minute changes to the performances, but if both groups (Jang Geun Suk as well as Big Bang & 2NE1) come to Malaysia to carry out the activities as scheduled, the Kpop fans will certainly be very busy, having to choose between the two.

Redstar’s partner Marctensia is also collecting comments from fans about Big Bang, 2AM and miss A coming to Malaysia on its facebook. It is believed that as long as the response is good, the KPOP concert in plan will come true.

I AM SO GOING TO THEIR FAN MEETING AT BUKIT JALIL !! OMG , HOPE SNSD & T-ARA COMES TOO :(

Genting night

2010-10-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

Well supposingly go genting yesterday as you can read from my previous post , but it's postpone to today since R is feeling way better then yesterday , both of us are quite exhausted because we went to for gym for approximately 2 hours before we went to genting highland with Cindy and YC . I swear that It was hell for us during the workout session , it was so stressful and that the trainer keep giving task for us to complete . Went back from gym around 11pm and we start our journey to Genting highland around 1am , reach there in 1 hour time which is 2am and we immediately go crave for mcdonald , i guess our effort of going to gym for today is wasted again ? owh well , as long as i'm happy . Card playing session at coffee bean till 5am and we went back home happily. No photos for today again :(

YUMMY , JoJo 1year anniversary

2010-10-08T23:09:00.000-07:00

I find myself losing track of what i've been doing & everything seriously screw up .
As what i told myself few days ago , it would be my last day of eating at jojo but guess what ? I cannot resist the temptation . I generally avoid temptation unless i can't resist it not that i would actually gobble down whatever food that's infront of me . Owh well , i found a excuse , since it's jojo's 1year anniversary i guess it's alright to crave . Supposingly , to be at genting at this timing but since R is not feeling well , then our plan is cancelled . I shall let him rest at home ! ( See i'm so good right ? such a kind girlf ) After that I went out with my sis to meet up with Cindy , YC and Amanda at jojo and head to Mcdonald for card playing session , I actually ate chocolate top ice cream while playing cards ! AHHHH .. I gonna kill myself for being sucha big eater these days and all of us went back happily around 11.45am and we live happily every after !

Blogging again after 1 year ?

2010-10-07T04:28:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure myself that why am i not updating , but everything seems like there's no reasons to update anymore ! The major problem is because of laziness i guess ? insufficient of time ? It's because I've found a new game myself which is MFO ( Monster Forest Online ) . I admit this is very bad for me as i'm a crazy gamer that addicted to online games very easily especially those with cute graphic are simply irresistable , Because of that i frequently finding excuse to skip class , I know i can't do that anymore , if these happen again i'm gonna face serious concequences . Seriously I need help already ! STOP PLAYING GAMES THAT DOESN'T BENEFIT YOU JESSICAYEE . Did i mention i actually spend RM2.5K in that game ? i know right , so dumb for me to do that ! but when something just comes into your head , it's just so hard to stop it .

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY

2010-01-01T19:53:00.000-08:00

I know I'm not as easy handle as what you think . I'm super duper hard to hadle to be exact , but I did put effort to change for the better and if you did realize that I'm not bad tempered as last time compared to the first few months we are together .Somehow , somewhere , out of nowhere , I've changed not much , but at least a bit , a single bit . To be honest with you , I'm really sorry that I always pick a fight with you and you never ever fail to give in to me , no matter what the reasons was , especially when the times that I put blames on you, when you're not in wrong , throwing my temper . No matter how hard I avoid not answering your calls , no matter how hard I force myself not to talk to you but all you do is keep quiet , never fight back and keep on calling till I answered . Fate brings us together and I also belive you're the one that I'm finding for , eventhough none of us can predict what is going to happen in future , but I belive in you , I belive that you'll always stay by my side no matter what happen and will never leave me alone , except when you're really really busy which that will only happen once in a bluemoon ! The dark period were the hardest to get by but I still managed to go through because you gave me your care that no one has ever gave me that much before . each and every day i realize that I'm loving you more and more , not that I don't last time , but just more . I know you have heard this tons of times but still I wanna say it , till you bored or till I die of dehydration also I wanna tell you how much I love you for who and what you are , regardless poor or rich I'll still be with you. ♥

Christmas is coming

2009-12-24T22:22:00.000-08:00

Time has come again. Really, how stupid this might sound , or how cliche it might be, time really flies and will never stop for anyone . I've turned 18 this year, my life took a big turn. Wonder how's my life gonna be few years down the road , this time of the year really makes people joyful, sorrow and stuff like that. But it really makes me think about alot of stuff. I'm not saying that I'm not enjoying this festive holidays. Its just that it makes me ponder about alot of stuff. Apart from that I'm going to have dinner with bii's family on that day , felt pretty nervous and I'm 101% sure myself that I wont be in my usual standard ,although it's not the first time but at the same time, I know i must stay calm .

Happy Birthday To me

2009-12-18T22:11:00.000-08:00

I wanna express my gratitude to everyone who wished me happy birthday and thanks for the wishes . I am really very happy to receive everyone's love and didn't forget about me. The cake bii baked for me is atrociously delicious , eventhough that cake is kindda smash when he's rushing to celebrate with me on time .Apart from that, I am really glad to be declared that I am offically a 18 years old girl. I hope to really grow up as a mature & responsible individual.I shall really work hard toward my goal ! Please don't treat me as a little girl anymore . Especially bii , although I am still not that old enough to be declared as a women.

boredom & day dreaming

2009-12-15T11:58:00.000-08:00

Knowing i am way behind time, i did some adjustment to my lifestyle. little did i realized, i had been home for consecutively twenty days or more ? literally had my eyes fixed onto the screen roughly for 15 hours a day.I know right , I'm so lifeless and I feel like a suffocated bird that always traps inside the cage. Did i mention I gains like 5kg during these semester break due to lacking of exercise ? Everyday I dream, I daze about how my life can be better if i am lighter. i wish, i pray that i could carry out my diet when the sun rise again. for my life, the most hardworking time i had was spend time in thinking how to slim down and eat lesser, avoid events that make me gobble sinful foods. no matter how much i think, it is only working out in my brain not my body . The food were simply so tasty and how could I resist the temptation not to eat? Wonder how am I going to get rid all the fats that are accumulating on my tummy and every part of my body. OMG , I'm feeling so hopeless already , boredom & day dreaming is killing me .

I'm missing you so badly ♥

Never give up

2009-12-13T11:40:00.000-08:00

Went to visit grandparents with bibi today and dad gave me a lecture about how things won't work and I understand he wants me to know that success only comes when you learn from your mistakes & failure.I've met with many mistakes & failure, at times I just feel like giving up so badly because of those little lecture from him and stuff that he is right about something that I'm wrong . But the thing that keeps me going is the sense of achievement and fulfillment when I'm going to these results, the hardwork that I put in and to prove him wrong for once. One thing that I am grateful that I never once give up in everything I decided do and to be success in it . At times, I feel that I've set very high expectations and when I cant fulfill it at the end of the day, I feel disappointed. But I told myself that I got to do things at my own pace and when I discovered the right path, this is when I am going to learn.
Everyone knows that a wake up call to do even better.

realistic world

2009-12-11T12:02:00.000-08:00

A short check of my purse and it had been depleting so much that I cant help but to say that I really need considering not to spend on unnecessary things. Though I really like to shop just like any other girls, I got to restrict myself time to time.Money is not something that is drop down from the sky, you got to work hard to earn it. As I grew older, I realized that there are many things to worry about,having enough money is one issue. No money is another issue of NO MONEY NO TALK . That is how realistic the world is becoming . Having a diploma is simply not enough consider the fact there are so many private uni around in malaysia and everyone is getting a degree for the seek of getting a better pay. If you don't have a degree, you are going to lose out in this competitive world.

Forgive & Forget

2009-12-09T12:14:00.000-08:00

I am feeling kind of weak now. Lots of things have been happening and it makes me feel sick inside out. I hope things turn out to be better. It comes to a point that I should make the effort to blog everyday because everytime when i want to blog about my happenings, i always tend to forget what i wanted to said and it always happened again & again. I shouldn't elaborate further and I just hope that you'll be fine no matter how life becomes.
you're a big impact to me and i was crying out in pain , I guess you wouldn't even bother about how I feel ? where were you when I needed you the most ? I'm sick of those excuses from you . Forgive & forget ? If that is going to happen everytime a person did something wrong,must i just forget the past and forgive the person and look positive ?
he/she can make the 1st mistake,2nd mistake,3rd mistake without knowing what is really wrong with him/her
Isn't he/she taking things for granted?
By telling the person will not make any difference because the same thing will happen again.
If the person can give 101 excuses about his/her wrong doings so does it mean he/she can be trusted? So it is for you to find out and for you to believe.
The word "I love you" don't mean anything to me
I am frank with the words i say. Don't like it so be it.
I am just being truthful but you have your 101 lame excuses & reasons.
People like you do things with regrets, without thinking the rights and wrongs. Its just a minute of fun, a period of sweetness and a lifetime hurts.

Lovely gift from him

2009-11-15T12:30:00.000-08:00

I still remember that you owe me one, for god-sake. That was a really long awaited gift, yet I am able to receive it , It kindda surprised me that you still remember that I wanted a black sheep 'WOOWOO' to pair with my current white sheep 'MEHMEH' :)
A very lovely gift from you that I will always remember ! Didn't know I will be receiving gifts right after I'm back from my Russia trip. Loveyoutobites

contented with what we have

2009-10-26T01:47:00.000-07:00

Would we ever be contented with our life?I guess it is human's nature to be greedy and wanting more. Like how money is never enough and how women always wants to be thinner and hot .But as I go through this journey of life, I hope I could be content with what I have eventhough I'm always whinning about money is always insufficient and how I wish that money would just drop down from sky so that I could buy anything I want , or maybe owning a machine that creates money like how that machine rains food in '' Cloudy with a chance of meatballs '' movie . Am I lacking of sleep or what ? I dream too much and I shall stop procrastinating about all those "don't have" but appreciate all the time I have with my loved ones now because tommorrow is not promised ,who knows what would happen next? Things are just so close to me. Those happenings around me are just so damn real. Anyways , had my breakfast with darling this morning in seapark area then fetched him to work :) supposingly go klang to crave for bakkutteh but we ended up waking up late and darling has to work later , we knew won't be able to make it ,so plan changed ! we shall go eat bakkutteh tonight after darling finish his job ! Looking forward to it .

I miss him already even though it's only been a few hours since I see you & heard your voice

She brighten up my day

2009-10-24T19:37:00.000-07:00

I'm just too frustrated sometimes to revealing out how I feel. Especially when I have no sense of directions, no destination but tons of decisions and insufficient money to spend ! It's so ironic when each day I have to carry a smile when there are so much pressing on my mind and so hard to get ahead. Although my mind is loaded with so much things lately ,but I still feel that life's been good when friends around me are fun & caring . I absolutely enjoy my day with stephanie , I'm so lucky to have her by my side to keep me company while waiting for darling to finish his job which ends around 12.30am ? I would be dead bored and stonning like an idiot if she's not with me that time , both of us went to so many places to tour around , places that I never been before , as in me driving there instead of someone brings me there. Can you imagine a road idiot that has no sense of direction driving in a city , It would definitely be tough if I'm alone , but when stephanie is with me , it's another way round . Guess what I discover today ? I found out that Pudu's area is near petaling street and Jalan imbi is the way to timesquare :) Both of us went Petaling street to have grilled squid / chicken / lala / stingray for our dinner then headed to timesquare and sugaiwang since the event that darling is working is somewhere near sungaiwang , beside sungaiwang to be exact ! all the shops are closing soon by the time we reach there so we bounce to mcdonald for sundae cone icecream , while waiting for darling .

Boasting about your feelings and never know your limits?
Everyone has their own limits not only you. Drill this into your head.

Enjoyable day :)

2009-10-22T16:10:00.000-07:00

Life’s getting mundane as each day goes by. its like, there’s no meaning everyday. I feels like im just living for the sake of living. Waiting for the next day, or perhaps, the next weekends . However, when weekends' approaching, I wonder what am I going to do so that it would be memorable weekends that I will never forget. When its a sunday, I dread going to class in the next day , as I know I have to wait another 5days more to weekends. Its like some vicious cycle that never ends. I really need a break to get myself pamper out from home today since it's thursday , if not I'll get insane over my weight and because of that I step on the weight machine countless times, times after my mouth does any chewing and swallowing . So now I have a goal in mind which is DIET , but I'll only start my diet plan from tomorrow onward ! These is good cause I won’t have the chance to spend money on food, afterall what goes in will comes out , what goes up, will come down . Anyways ,I get myself prepare to meet up with Stephanie in Midvalley around 5pm and realised that I actually dont have to be awkward and try to strike up conversations with her even though we havent met for VERY LONG and she's still herself, never fail to make me laugh. After our girl outing session , we went MOS to have some fun ! Supposingly Barcelona but it was close so we bouce to MOS instead . Meet up with Kai suen since he was in sunway area that time ,Winsern and one of his cute pilot friend Yong How , also bump into one of my ex-classmate Nicholas before we headed to MOS . After the night partying we headed to Genting Highland around 3am to chill , reach there about 3.45am , it was freezing cold , super windy and I was shivering crazily that time plus my stomach is growling so we went to KFC to buy my favorite cheesy wedges and MCD to have burger before our chit-chat session starts . Went back around 6.00am in the morning and drive slowly back to KL due to the heavy mist and road were barely visible that time. All of us are exhausted from head to toe after been to so many places & staying awake for so many hours . Though it's only a couple of hours together, it's a nice catch up with them :)

MY BLOG IS ALIVE !

2009-10-21T00:13:00.000-07:00

I need to keep this blog alive , that's the reason why I'm finally blogging right now .Routine everyday is pretty much the same but there's something that's distracting me . Which is my weight, I swear my appetite was growing rapidly and I could see that fat ass me in the mirror. Hopefully I'll be able to adjust back. Maybe after my finals ? Anyways this week is gonna be a burnt out week , practically no free time at all thanks to my awesome final's exam that is starting approximately in 5odd days ! Piles of things to study for finals, but I don't even know where to start . In addition , I would like to thanks Amanda and Kai suen for being my listener these few days , you both do ease my pain away , advice me and take on those negative feelings of mine and redirect them into something more positive when I feel that life has no purpose nowadays. In the past few days I've been feeling so much pain that I cant ever see myself getting better . So I choose to buried them in my heart eventhough this led to so much resentment. I feel like the '' don’t ask don’t tell policy '' have been implemented somehow . Perhaps we have to get a little messed up before we can step up and start with a new beginning & maybe going through all these pain , fear and obstacles , keeps us moving forward in this harsh world.

Although I'm not displaying any hatred right now, it does not mean that I've forgotten everything. Yes, I can somehow forgive but I will not forget.

Accident

2009-10-09T19:05:00.000-07:00

Accident occurred on 3PM in klang area right after we had our lunch , somewhere near bukit raja.Luckily non of my beloved classmates that was on board is hurt excpet me , just got cut on my knee area . Because of that all my classmates went SJMC together with me , just to clean up my wound at knee & checkup . Sorry for troubling you guys !

Suppose to stitch back the wound but i'm to scare too do so , so the doctor just use something to stick my skin back together . Hopefully , I won't invovle myself in accident again , I guess i've learn my lesson well enough this time .I'm also glad that my parents are understanding enough to forgive me for destroying that poor murano also million of thanks to my classmates that has accompany me on that day .

Rushing day

2009-09-26T23:58:00.000-07:00

Outing with Squall today , meet him at station 1 and waited for him to finish his lunch , he was trying to use his food that he's eating which also my favorite food to tempt me . But end up , he fail to do so ! because I've got self control ? LOL . Then we headed to 1U to catch up with some movies and decided to watch G-Force in 3D because I have to rush back home around 7pm to prepare for my next outing with darling , mei jean and jiajun . I felt super guilty bec I just spent my time with my hengdai for few hours then I have to go already , so I make my promise to go pasar malam with him next monday .

The happy couple Jiajun and MeiJean

TIOMAN TRIP

2009-09-20T18:02:00.000-07:00

This year would be the greatest company trip organized by daddy , because darling is coming along too . I'm lazy to type out everything that happened during these three days ( 17-20 september ) so let the pictures do its work & my own sister actually charge me for helping us to take all these photos ! ISHHH , trade 1 restaurant city's ingredient per photo . Can you imagine how bad she is ? but no matter how bad she is , she'll still be the one and only sister that I adore most .
LOVEYOU SIS !

LATE FOR CLASS

2009-09-11T06:03:00.001-07:00

Since darling don't want me gobble down those unhealthy outsided food anymore, so he decided to prepare my breakfast today and bring it all over to my house for me around 7.30am , before I drive to college . He cooked me tomato pasta & my favourite durian pudding !I love you wholeheartedly ♥
Heavy traffic today and I'm late for my class , thanks to the heavy traffic and those awesome people who love to care so danm much when it's non of their business . Can you imagine I'm stuck on the same road for 1hour and 30min + .The road that I usually used 30min to reach to another destination that I'm headed to , due to a car accident ? They actually slower down their vehicle like SERIOUSLY SLOW just to watch what had happen . YES , when this happen it slows down the whole entire road !
College life is getting tougher and tougher. assignment / research / tutorials etc are stacking high up . The worst thing is this is a short semester , so basically everything has to be done in time . Guess what ? I haven't even started my assignment that is due on next week ! GOSH .. Another thing is BM , seriously a all time killer ! I thought my fate with BM ended after my SPM . It is so unexpected that I am going to reunite with BM again soon , maybe the next semester . Anyways , let's not talk about that anymore ! as for today , our management class's lecturer ask us to spent 20min to write a full page essay and pass it up to her , I guess she's doing this just to bulk up our language and essay writing skills toward this subject ? Suprisingly , only two essay was well expressed out as in points and all , in the class ! Only me and Kary's essay is being read out in the class ;) I guess this is why we're twinnie too . After class ends , all of us went Asia Cafe to chill and have our lunch there . I'm definitely enjoying every single day with them. Although I'm complaining every now and then.

My books & breakfast

Me & my babes

hectic schedule

2009-09-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

I'm cracking my brain real hard , thanks to assignments and my hectic schedule . Seriously , I just can't get myself calm down and finish up my assisnment that is due next week .I think my brain is rusty already. Guess what ? I have done zero question , haven't even start to do research yet. Recently i've been eating a lot and gaining weight , I guess it's due to the crazy schedule / waking up 3hours + earlier in the morning for class which is around 6.30am . Do you know that I have to stuck in that congested traffic for about 1hour + & spent AT LEAST 1hour or more to find the idiot parking slot for my car EVERYDAY , that means I have to wake up 3hours before class starts EVERYDAY, in addition 30min to prepare so that makes it 3hours plus? and also , due to the break in between my class sometimes , so my class actually ends around 6pm most of the days plus another 1 hour + traffic jam while driving back home ? This is seriously killing me mentally , feeling exhasuted everyday when I reached home . I'm quite tired of it eventhough this is only like the 2nd week of my class ? I guess it takes time for me to adapt all these new study enviroment and stuff . Thanks for bearing with this complain post of mine .I shall stop with my whinning and ranting for now , anyways lots of people are getting sick nowdays from the hot weather, take good care of yourself and get well soon !

Kary drew this for me during management class ! ILOVEYOUBITCH ♥

Happy Birthday Shemon

2009-09-09T03:17:00.000-07:00

Happy 18th Birthday SHEMON

you are now legal

remember to drive safely & Have a great birthday

P/S : Sorry that I wasn't there in class today to wish you personally

Preparation

2009-09-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

Crazy night out with my girls , Amanda & Kary . Not to foget darling too ,for helping us with the baking part since me & the girls are all baking idiot . I hate myself for not feeling well in the wrong timing everytime anyways we bought the baking ingredients around 9.40pm in 1u's cold storage since tomorrow is shemon 's birthday we wanted to suprise her with our hand made cupcake , supposingly to be cupcake but we bought wrong flour , so it turns out to be muffin instead . Darling waited at my house about 1hour for us to return and start our baking session around 12.00am midnight , takes about 2hours for the whole thing to be done . All of us are feeling super shag and tired since it's already 2am and we need to wakeup 7am in the morning for our class and all ! This is the first time for Amanda & Kary to sleepover at my house tonight so I actually being a kind hearted girl ( AS ALWAYS ) offered them to sleep on my bed while me and darling just take a blanket and sleep on the floor . Big sacrifice for darling & this is like the one in a million time he is doing this ! Did i mention we watched the final destination and bought 4 same design 's t-shirt , before we return back home from 1u ? 2 black & 2 white T-shirts , one of the white is shemon's and others are for me , kary and amanda ;) plan to wear the same t-shirt on next monday , looking forward for it & will upload more pictures on that day .

First Day of college

2009-09-01T04:24:00.000-07:00

Woke up 6.30am to prepare myself because I knew that traffic will definitely congested around that area but end up also late for class for about 15minutes ? because need to accompany Kary to settle her timetable stuff . I felt very uncomfortable on my first day in college, extremly nervous . I didn't know anyone in the class except Kary and was in total confusion mood . The atmosphere was new and I had no idea on how to approach my classmates and all during the very first hour of class but then everything goes well after that , get to know few girlfriends there , my very first impression of them .

Kary , ( My one and only bitch ) the one I adore .
Shemon , she looks like kid ( In a good way ) & atrociously cute !
Serene , mature / sexy and helpful
Amanda , pretty /lovely smile & out-going girl.

Had two classes today which is english & malaysian studies ,so far my classes have been really boring since it's the first day , it's always introduction of ourselve and stuff like this , so basically there's no lecture today expect we have to write a 100words short essay for malaysian studies.Kary follow me back home during the 4hours break in between our class also have lunch together in station 1 cafe .Yes , we are late again for second class which is english that starts at 4pm . Felt quite awkward while walking in to class that time but since it's the first day , I don't really give a danm ;)

believe in constant trying ?

2009-08-30T08:27:00.001-07:00

Yes life is never smooth sailing and I believe every time we fall we pick ourselves up and learn from our mistakes. I may looked like i am moving and have gone so far, but i guess, mentally i was still standing at the same spot. Since those plans that I desire doesn't work this time, I 'm not sure myself if I still have the courage to work on my next plan .If anyone of you knows me well enough ,you guys should know what the things I'm typing here is all about . I have been feeling the pain of failure. I wonder if I was also making the right choice .I'm truthful towards what I want to attain , Although it cost me a very big sum of money , but i've gains alot of expriences and learn from my mistakes there .Sometimes I am naive, to even think that it's might works when it is not going to help at all. Did I mention I used to believe in constant trying too? but now , I'm not even sure myself does constant trying even lead me to success , I guess this is life. Everything has happened, and I know things happen for a reason. I wonder should I feel regret or should I not ?

MIDNIGHT TRIP

2009-08-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

It's just nice though, to spend time with darling just me and him together without interruption ! especially during midnight , since my bed time messed up & my cravings only comes at midnight ,usually when that time I would just gobble down whatever food I can find . So I randomly requested darling to bring me to Genting Highland to have my supper around 12am , suprisingly he is fine with it. Seriously this only happen once in a blue moon and I guess he himself know the reasons why he must bring me there or else something bad might happen .
The weather there was super duper cold and I was shivering crazily that time , most of the shops there were all closed , had our supper and walk around for hours before we head back to home. The whole journey was truly an enjoyable trip eventhough it's only few hours.

The only pic for today due to the freaking cold weather

this is only for you my idiot darling ♥

Excited yet scared

2009-08-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

Time flies and it really does. Soon i'll steps into campus's life ,approximately around 5odd day. Come to think about it, I'm actually both excited and scared . Excited about my future career and life, whether can I earn enough to support myself , my living expenses . Scared that I will not make it through all those obstacle that I'm going to face soon . On a brighter side, it seems like magic that Kary is going to be my classmate , this is certainly the best news I've heard from her throughout these few months ♥

Things haven't been going right for me, it never seem to get better .
Sometimes I really do wonder if I'm doing the right thing

Thank god It's not positive

2009-08-25T12:45:00.000-07:00

Don't ask me why I created a new blog because there's tons of reasons behind it , lets just take it as a new beginning of everything that's going to happen around me and sometimes I just don't seem to find the inspiration and will of blogging . Maybe I think I had kind of lost touch to the world outside. Not reading news, not knowing whats going on around me . In other words, I am like living in my own world and keeping all these thoughts to myself instead of revealing it . I have no idea what's major out there except of the Swine Flu which is geting everyone beside the Americans nervous. What an irony ! quite disappointed at the fact that I 'm not seeing any precaution is being taken here and most of them are totally cool about this virus & not taking it seriously , which is why malaysia has few hundred of cases being reported everyday I guess? I was one of ' them ' & now I have to face the concequences . I hate how my body is always going against me ; especially when there's some important is coming soon . Fever/ Flu / Sorethroat / Headache ! These are the Symptoms of swine flu but already went to the clinic and tested yesterday . Thank god it's not positive . These few days has been a real stuggle and dreadful for me as I'm dealing with illness . I spend my whole day Sleeping like there's no tomorrow ! and I'm still feeling atrociously bad that I would just collapse any minute after I had my medicine and it definately doesn't taste good , awful taste . In addition the pain of body aching is killing me ,tossed and turned the whole night , couldnt sleep well . Anyway , gonna try to get some sleep now before fever damage my brain .

2009-08-25T07:17:00.001-07:00

hangout session

2009-08-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

Went to checkout Inti college with Kary and had our lunch in SS2 Mcdonald , spent some time chit chat there before we headed to Midvalley for our some hang out session .